Monday, January 15, 2007
match was alright
coach said we did pretty okay considering it was the first time we all played together.
but personally,
it sucked. quite alot.
to the extent that i got dumped up front as a forward
the way he put it 'it's not that your not good, just that sometimes it seems like we don't even know if you're in this world or not.'
okay.
i agree
with the word 'sometimes'.
it didn't feel so bad at the time he said it
but the more i think about it,
the more it feels like... he won't give me another chance to play
like i blew my only chance to prove myself.
i was trying okay.
i just don't know why i was so blur.
okay at least i got to play.
i don't know if i'll be able to play next week.
so many better players be coming so yea.
please let me play.
whatever will be
will be.
you sang to me @ {12:25:00 AM}
